Same here, as well as the forum and positive comments made give me some reasons to alleviate those thoughts. Ten years of watching my wife suffer with MS and wondering what is yet to come. Do I want to be around for that, no, but my love for her and forty two years together in marriage has to mean something for me, event though she, in her alternate reality, thinks it was a waste of time for her now. This game gives me a break from life, along with counseling and therapy for depression. When I feel down, this game lifts my spirit and to visit this forum and see positive comments, puts those thoughts at bay. Thanks for sharing.EliteDangerous has pulled me out of the worst time of my life when suicide was my only other option... so to all of you I say thank you for being here.
EDIT: I also need to mention the Frontier Community outpouring for Michael and expressing idea's was indeed, a welcome sight to see.