Paradise lost huh?
“That is not dead which can eternal lie, And with strange aeons even death may die”
Tell me?

Did you ever read the Necromonicon?
I mean't the real one.
That's your mistake. I'm not one end or another. I'm both. And the scales in between.
Black and white? Life and death? Chaos and order? Yin and yang? The newborn phoenix, and the old wise dragon, ready to turn into ashes and emerge from it a new? All have it's place, And only used together can give you the key what you want.
Life matters, because it's too precious to waste pointlessly. Death matters, because otherwise there is no change.
If you think you fighting with the other end? You can't be any more wrong.
I have both. and you? You are incomplete.
Half of the truth? It's not truth at all!