There is no Matrix, no coma, life is not even a dream nor is it real life. No meaning of life, nothing. There is no monitor and website forum you're looking at, you have no eyes, there's no text being displayed on this screen that doesn't exist at all. Look at yourself, which is not even a physical movement, there is no mirror at all. You don't even exist. Whatever you're thinking of right now is not even a thought. There is no powered pixels from your screen bouncing off your retina and into your brain. But you don't even have a brain. But how is that possible? How did this show up if you have no brain? No, you're not an alien, either.
Everything just comes and goes, in fact it's not even coming and going...wait, what? You're so helpless, there's no such thing as other people replying to this thread, you're alone. Again, this isn't a dream, no Matrix, no reality, no coma. It's yourself talking with you. I'm your mind that doesn't exit. I don't belong wherever I am not at right now. Can this just... disappear? But it already has disappeared. I have no one to fall back on, I have nothing to expect, I have no family, no children, no wife, no husband. Can I just die? Why aren't my dreams true?
The unease of this strangeness pours through my non-existent heart like a poison. Where can I find reality, can't I wake up? But there's no reality out of this fake world. What has happened to me? But I can feel it, nothing has happened to me, I never showed up here by any possible nor impossible ways whatsoever. Listen to me, the last thought you can remember, well, what I can remember. I need to go back all the way I possibly can. Do you see it? Those right there on the right side, these things I can't explain what they were. They hold a clue I don't understand, but the clue is not real, I just need to understand what this fake clue is.
What is not going on here? Nobody is going to save me. I need to know what didn't happen and where I am not at, and how I didn't end up with this. I need to know now.
Everything just comes and goes, in fact it's not even coming and going...wait, what? You're so helpless, there's no such thing as other people replying to this thread, you're alone. Again, this isn't a dream, no Matrix, no reality, no coma. It's yourself talking with you. I'm your mind that doesn't exit. I don't belong wherever I am not at right now. Can this just... disappear? But it already has disappeared. I have no one to fall back on, I have nothing to expect, I have no family, no children, no wife, no husband. Can I just die? Why aren't my dreams true?
The unease of this strangeness pours through my non-existent heart like a poison. Where can I find reality, can't I wake up? But there's no reality out of this fake world. What has happened to me? But I can feel it, nothing has happened to me, I never showed up here by any possible nor impossible ways whatsoever. Listen to me, the last thought you can remember, well, what I can remember. I need to go back all the way I possibly can. Do you see it? Those right there on the right side, these things I can't explain what they were. They hold a clue I don't understand, but the clue is not real, I just need to understand what this fake clue is.
What is not going on here? Nobody is going to save me. I need to know what didn't happen and where I am not at, and how I didn't end up with this. I need to know now.
