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I do. Really felt like I needed to say it.
I've seen a lot of strange phenomena during my relatively short time on Earth.
Ghosts & spirits, future-seeing, and of course my own connection to... Well, I've shared it with some but it's still a bit misunderstood.
I just want to be straightforward. I believe in a lot of energies beyond the perception of most humans. I hardly understand it myself. But every few weeks, I see or feel something that I can only described as magickal in nature.
It's actually got to the point that I've actively got in contact with pagan bodies to try and understand what I'm sensing. They've really helped. I feel a lot more spiritually awake as a result.
It's been part of my efforts to improve myself. Opening up to positive energy from the universe is definitely a big reason I've managed to make serious progress in my weight loss.
Now I'm not saying I've asked a witch to cast a spell, (though it has been offered!), no. I'm just trying to get in touch with the energies in the world, become part of the circle of life.
It's not without its challenges. My anger is still a serious problem and I'm easily, too easily enraged.
We live in a modern world and despite my spiritual beliefs, I also support the sciences, and it's a science I'm turning to, to work past my anger. I'm hopeful this time, as I intend on being totally honest about my feelings.
I've written this post tonight as I've experienced a number of future-seeing events in the last 24 hours. I know it's real because over the last day I've seen many sights that had previously appeared in dreams. Crazy sounding I know, and I don't expect anyone to believe me, but... Ultimately this is about what I see. I cannot give you my eye.
I have a lot to tell the therapist in the coming days.
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I've seen a lot of strange phenomena during my relatively short time on Earth.
Ghosts & spirits, future-seeing, and of course my own connection to... Well, I've shared it with some but it's still a bit misunderstood.
I just want to be straightforward. I believe in a lot of energies beyond the perception of most humans. I hardly understand it myself. But every few weeks, I see or feel something that I can only described as magickal in nature.
It's actually got to the point that I've actively got in contact with pagan bodies to try and understand what I'm sensing. They've really helped. I feel a lot more spiritually awake as a result.
It's been part of my efforts to improve myself. Opening up to positive energy from the universe is definitely a big reason I've managed to make serious progress in my weight loss.
Now I'm not saying I've asked a witch to cast a spell, (though it has been offered!), no. I'm just trying to get in touch with the energies in the world, become part of the circle of life.
It's not without its challenges. My anger is still a serious problem and I'm easily, too easily enraged.
We live in a modern world and despite my spiritual beliefs, I also support the sciences, and it's a science I'm turning to, to work past my anger. I'm hopeful this time, as I intend on being totally honest about my feelings.
I've written this post tonight as I've experienced a number of future-seeing events in the last 24 hours. I know it's real because over the last day I've seen many sights that had previously appeared in dreams. Crazy sounding I know, and I don't expect anyone to believe me, but... Ultimately this is about what I see. I cannot give you my eye.
I have a lot to tell the therapist in the coming days.
o7 CMDRs