Hello everyone,
Thought I would step by just to discuss this peculiar matter.
I've invested quite some time in my character. I am now a proud owner of a trader conda (prouder than ever before, now that big ships have become a real choice and not THE choice, a vocation of some sort), which I once took in a long exploration trip. Named a few earthlike worlds after myself. Survived quite some trouble.
But I've also died. counter went up from 2 to 8 with 2.1, half dumb, half bugged deaths. Money's no problem, we've been covered. But the counter is still there, reminding me how my character does not make sense anymore.
It's more than death, obviously. I've done the baddest to the nicest, and vice versa. I've spent a life trading slaves. Killing escape pods far away from the bubble even though I had the cargo. But I've also rescued ships in USS. Given food to the hungry out of charity. I'm ranked (not high ranked...) in both empire and federation.
I have a bad case of "I wanted it all" schyzophrenia.
And my character's son just looks at the shadow of his father... A despisable, opportunistic, half bully / half jolly mad king who really should die.
And he could do great things, with just a hauler. Do things that matter. Supporting a faction. Maybe enrolling in the navy, dedicating himself to one trade. He's heard what he can do with a single ship, materials and some patience now. He wants to have his story.
Should he kill this legacy? or should time spent in a vessel be respected and pinned in a museum?
Tell me if you crave the same fate [big grin]
Thought I would step by just to discuss this peculiar matter.
I've invested quite some time in my character. I am now a proud owner of a trader conda (prouder than ever before, now that big ships have become a real choice and not THE choice, a vocation of some sort), which I once took in a long exploration trip. Named a few earthlike worlds after myself. Survived quite some trouble.
But I've also died. counter went up from 2 to 8 with 2.1, half dumb, half bugged deaths. Money's no problem, we've been covered. But the counter is still there, reminding me how my character does not make sense anymore.
It's more than death, obviously. I've done the baddest to the nicest, and vice versa. I've spent a life trading slaves. Killing escape pods far away from the bubble even though I had the cargo. But I've also rescued ships in USS. Given food to the hungry out of charity. I'm ranked (not high ranked...) in both empire and federation.
I have a bad case of "I wanted it all" schyzophrenia.
And my character's son just looks at the shadow of his father... A despisable, opportunistic, half bully / half jolly mad king who really should die.
And he could do great things, with just a hauler. Do things that matter. Supporting a faction. Maybe enrolling in the navy, dedicating himself to one trade. He's heard what he can do with a single ship, materials and some patience now. He wants to have his story.
Should he kill this legacy? or should time spent in a vessel be respected and pinned in a museum?
Tell me if you crave the same fate [big grin]