I left civilisation way back in February for a little trip to Sagittarius A*. I'm still out here now nearly 6 months later, faffin' about 38,000LY from Sol looking for Black Holes and Neutron Stars and kind of heading homeward.
But am I? As I look down the Arm that will take me from the SEGNAO region to the human bubble, I really don't have any interest in getting back home and to be honest, this disappoints me. What the hell am I going to do when I get there?
How can hauling tea from station A to Station B possibly compare to dropping into a ternary contact system?
Bounty hunting some low-life for a few credits seems (to me) to be a very shallow day to day existence.
Earning credits and owning big and expensive ships holds absolutely no interest for me whatsoever.
I just know that when I do get back home I'll be back out here in a matter of hours.
Is there any form of therapy available for this mindset?

But am I? As I look down the Arm that will take me from the SEGNAO region to the human bubble, I really don't have any interest in getting back home and to be honest, this disappoints me. What the hell am I going to do when I get there?
How can hauling tea from station A to Station B possibly compare to dropping into a ternary contact system?
Bounty hunting some low-life for a few credits seems (to me) to be a very shallow day to day existence.
Earning credits and owning big and expensive ships holds absolutely no interest for me whatsoever.
I just know that when I do get back home I'll be back out here in a matter of hours.
Is there any form of therapy available for this mindset?