This is 'rubbish', because it implies that somehow you are immune to a fundamental part of human psychological anthropology.
It is also human to tell yourself whatever narrative makes you feel better about your base motivations, if the reality is less than ideal.
Again, everyone has their individual tolerances with regard to carrot/stick mechanisms. But to imply that you - or anyone for that matter - are not in any way subject to a basic universal human trait, just seems intellectually dishonest, naive, or full of denialism.
I'm not saying there are not monastic Buddhists who spend their entire existence trying to resist inherent human motivations. I'm just saying the odds are not in favor of you being one of them.![]()
I've actually been there, in a Buddhist Community, although I didn't actually renounce all worldly goods.
I haven't said money isn't a driver, what I have said it's not a main, or even significant driver for me. I've spent hours in many systems exploring trying to find all astronomical objects that it contains. Again you earn some credits for that, but not that many to make it a justifiable career progression route. I do it for the sake of finding that star that's millions of light seconds away and that is my reward in that situation.