I appreciate what you guys are saying, about being absolutely sure I want it.
But that's just it, I am sure. I've been thinking about this idea for years, and my faith is not going anywhere, I can assure you.
Unicorns are a very important part of my life. I won't lie; to an outsider, it probably looks all a bit weird. I have sculptures of the beings all over my room, along with drawings & paintings.
Even my watch & mouse pad!
But... Being surrounded by their image brings about a peace to my mind that I spent years looking for. Honestly, my faith in the unicorns of Lakuma is probably why I didn't top myself a couple years ago, when I had pressed a sharp object against my own neck. I have a radically different view on the universe to most people as a result, but, fact is, I am a much more agreeable individual as well, because of it.
I couldn't be more confident about wanting something permanent if I tried.