I'll let you into a secret: this is exactly why I'm never going to actually make anything. I have big ideas, pretend that I'm capable of making something worth the time to upload, then put it off until the idea fades away naturally and I don't have to face the realisation that I'm not and never could be.
Have a go. Do something with no intention whatsoever of publishing it, but just for your personal amusement. Tweak it a bit here and there, add stuff you think you should after watching it, take stuff away that you don’t like. Don’t put a time frame on it, just enjoy the process. I guarantee you that at the end of it, you’ll have satisfaction, and something that is a lot better than you imagine it could be
I play a guitar with no prospect or intention of playing on stage, but I enjoy it immensely, and I get that little endorphin reward buzz when I figure out something new with it!
Last week, I started messing with css style sheets, which I have never touched before. Initially, it was just a couple of tweaks. By yesterday, I realised I had come up with quite a large custom style which works rather well for the most part - but that wasn’t where I thought I would end up

Of course there are lots of things I would still like to do with it, and I’m certainly not an expert with it, but it made me feel pretty good to know I had done it.
So have a go and enjoy yourself. You’ve nothing to lose except some time out of your day
