Please forgive me for off topic sometimes. I don’t know how else to open up.
I had a horrible dream last night. When I woke up I was extremely sad. Probably the lowest I been in a while. I’ve cried today a few times. Sat on my bedroom floor next to my bed with my back against my bed in the dark. Praying.
I read about Humphrey Bogart just a bit ago. I been watching some of his movies while I recoup from Shingles and not getting enough sleep. I cried when I read about what happened with him and a friend the night before he died. It totally broke my heart. Very sweet and so sad.
I have 855 million credits in ED now. I bought the FDL. Upgraded it as much as I could where I’m at. It’s not powerful enough. All multi cannons. Gimble and Turret was all the station had. Seems very weak. Still takes long time to destroy even small ships with competent etc.
The shield sucks. It is destroyed way to fast and takes FOREVER to recharge. Heeeeeelp. Lol.
I bought an Orca I think. And one other passenger ship. Didn’t upgrade those two yet.
Could someone please help me gain access to Jameson Memorial? I’m entranapure spelling? For trading. 84%. I forget the name darn it.
I want the most bad bleep ships. The toughest to destroy and fast killing machines. As much as possible before I engineer them. The best weapons and shields and armor and tons of power so I can hold the trigger down.
I want to buy then upgrade to the best a ship for exploring, combat and trading and mining. But I need always lots of speed or major defense when mining or trading or exploring because I can’t win the interdiction game and I’m not a good combat pilot.
Would someone please fly with me soon and help and have fun?
screen name on Xbox and PS4 is Buggs1a.
My PS4 account don’t have that much money. My Xbox account does.
Again and again thank you all so much!!!!