Commander's Log, Friday 26 June 3306, Exploration Vessel Constellation.
Nearly a month has passed since I gained my Pilot's Federation license, and with it graduated from the years of painstaking training. It was always said that back on ancient Earth, it was in the first thousand miles of driving that a new driver would make their most critical errors. Those were the miles of greatest danger. They used the same analogy repeatedly in training to warn us, and I stood so warned.
Tacking out into the wind, exploring the Galaxy, was all I'd wanted to do for as long as I could remember; and as soon as I qualified I headed out into the black. I shot through the Pilot's Federation ranks, confident, ever confident, and reached the rank of Ranger after returning from my first real cruise, in the Adder-class Exploration Vessel Excalibur.
But the problem with success is that it can breed complacency. Just a fortnight after my return, in a brand new Diamondback Explorer, I had an unfortunate incident with a high gravity moon in the Wregoe Sector.
And so, just like those new drivers on ancient Earth, just as the tutors had warned, I'd let the licence get to my head.....and I'd had my first crash. Of course, I was devastated, kicking myself. I'd snookered nearly a fortnight's worth of hard work, lost my ship....and dented my pride. I could have packed it in right there, settled down to a comfortable, if monotonous, life as a miner.
But I'm not a quitter. So I did a little trading on the side, and worked flat out on getting my FSD and DSS engineered. And much as I'd like to say I just brushed the crash under the carpet and moved on, that wouldn't be true.
The truth is, I still need to pursue my dream. To explore the Galaxy, to see sights no other human has seen; to head out deep into furthest reaches of the far constellations and see what lies beyond.
But I'd be lying if I said that part of me wasn't terrified, wasn't alive to the mortal terror of making that one error, that one unrecoverable mistake, that would tear the hull apart thousands of lightyears from help.
And perhaps that's just what I needed. The training gives you the confidence, the basic skills, but it's the mistake, and the fear and respect for dangers that it gives you, that completes the training.
I couldn't set out on this mission without laying this out in my log. Part of me is still terrified. But then the ancient mariners of Earth feared the sea they sailed upon; they set out all the same.
And so it's time for me to do the same. I'm setting the Constellation on a course for the Outer Orion Spur, en-route to Hawking's Gap. After a time exploring there, I plan to return from the direction of the Galactic Centre, reaching the northern fringes of the Bubble. I don't know how long it will take to reach where I'm planning to go to, or how long I'll be away, but that's the point of adventure; if you knew all the details in advance, there'd be no magic.
The Constellation is booked to depart Bernouilli Vision in the Caeritis system in one hour. Everything is stowed, packed and ready. It's time to head out.
Nearly a month has passed since I gained my Pilot's Federation license, and with it graduated from the years of painstaking training. It was always said that back on ancient Earth, it was in the first thousand miles of driving that a new driver would make their most critical errors. Those were the miles of greatest danger. They used the same analogy repeatedly in training to warn us, and I stood so warned.
Tacking out into the wind, exploring the Galaxy, was all I'd wanted to do for as long as I could remember; and as soon as I qualified I headed out into the black. I shot through the Pilot's Federation ranks, confident, ever confident, and reached the rank of Ranger after returning from my first real cruise, in the Adder-class Exploration Vessel Excalibur.
But the problem with success is that it can breed complacency. Just a fortnight after my return, in a brand new Diamondback Explorer, I had an unfortunate incident with a high gravity moon in the Wregoe Sector.
And so, just like those new drivers on ancient Earth, just as the tutors had warned, I'd let the licence get to my head.....and I'd had my first crash. Of course, I was devastated, kicking myself. I'd snookered nearly a fortnight's worth of hard work, lost my ship....and dented my pride. I could have packed it in right there, settled down to a comfortable, if monotonous, life as a miner.
But I'm not a quitter. So I did a little trading on the side, and worked flat out on getting my FSD and DSS engineered. And much as I'd like to say I just brushed the crash under the carpet and moved on, that wouldn't be true.
The truth is, I still need to pursue my dream. To explore the Galaxy, to see sights no other human has seen; to head out deep into furthest reaches of the far constellations and see what lies beyond.
But I'd be lying if I said that part of me wasn't terrified, wasn't alive to the mortal terror of making that one error, that one unrecoverable mistake, that would tear the hull apart thousands of lightyears from help.
And perhaps that's just what I needed. The training gives you the confidence, the basic skills, but it's the mistake, and the fear and respect for dangers that it gives you, that completes the training.
I couldn't set out on this mission without laying this out in my log. Part of me is still terrified. But then the ancient mariners of Earth feared the sea they sailed upon; they set out all the same.
And so it's time for me to do the same. I'm setting the Constellation on a course for the Outer Orion Spur, en-route to Hawking's Gap. After a time exploring there, I plan to return from the direction of the Galactic Centre, reaching the northern fringes of the Bubble. I don't know how long it will take to reach where I'm planning to go to, or how long I'll be away, but that's the point of adventure; if you knew all the details in advance, there'd be no magic.
The Constellation is booked to depart Bernouilli Vision in the Caeritis system in one hour. Everything is stowed, packed and ready. It's time to head out.
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