The stars are not a place, but a question.

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2 May 3311

I am Commander Tom Bacon – and I've been out here for weeks now.
After a long career as the captain of a mining vessel in service of the Federation, loyal to President Winters, I finally hung up that job for good. The payouts were always solid, often even excellent – but my life? A daily grind of jump plans, laser noise, and supply routines.

With my severance package, I bought myself a brand-new Corsair.
Not a ship that excels in any one field – it's no superior fighter, no top-tier freighter. And there are far better options for long-range expeditions. The Series 5 FSD barely manages 44 light-years per jump. There are faster ships, tougher ships, more efficient ships.
But this one? She's a beautiful all-rounder. And I like her. I like my Normandy.

Why? Why would someone like me need another ship?

Because I'm on the move.

Finally free to do what I want.
So I just went – headed for Colonia, without the Colonia Highway, without the Neutron Superhighway. I went straight through the middle, jump by jump. The Normandy behaved admirably: when I arrived in Colonia, the damage was minimal, the FSD still at 89 %. A good ship – no miracle of engineering, but my home.

Colonia was… a success, yes – but oddly unfulfilling.
Missions, unlocking engineers, more mining – again? No. That’s not why I left.

I have no concrete plan. No map, no target, no noble research project.
But there’s a hollow place in my chest that I want to fill.

I don’t want to hear the sound of limpets anymore, or the dull hum of mining lasers, or deal with the constant alerts caused by idiots trying to steal my cargo.
I want to experience something that men my age are usually denied.

I know I’ve been lucky.
Being able to afford a ship like this is a privilege. Most workers out there couldn’t dream of it. But so what – I have it, so I’d better make something of it.

I added an Auto Field-Maintenance Unit to the Normandy – and just took off again.
Jump by jump – and I’m currently in the Dryoea Flyuae SA-K C10 system.

I was used to logging my mining results – the onboard computers make that easy.
But keeping a log of a journey that has no destination? That feels strange.
Only today did I think: Maybe I should do it anyway.

By now, I’ve discovered countless new planets, scanned all sorts of biological life – and even charted three Earth-like worlds.
We’re not allowed to land on them, of course. But I would have loved to.

I don’t really know what drives me.
Maybe it’s the emptiness. Maybe it’s hope. Maybe just the need to leave something behind – even if it’s only this record of my journey.

If you’re interested, I’ll post occasional FTL fragments and thoughts from my log here on the net. Not always spectacular. Not always structured. But honest.

Because sometimes, when the sky gives you no answers,it helps to ask a question.

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Captain’s Log – Commander Tom Bacon
Stardate 3311.128 – currently in BLU AESCS RZ-D B13-5
Day 16

Sir, this is a Wendy's.
Apologies. I mistook this quadrant for a place of meaning. Won’t happen again. But supersize my existential crisis and hold the fries. Or better yet – point me to the next black hole on the menu.

I’ve now completed over 200 additional jumps.
Well – probably more. It’s easy to lose count when everything starts blending together. Jump, scan, occasionally a deep scan for biosignatures. Rinse and repeat.
According to my analysis, I’ve landed on over 100 planets by now – the vast majority of them marked with my first footfall.
A small part of me feels proud of that.
Even if no one else will ever set foot on these rocks, even if no one will remember the names of these systems – I was here.
And in a galaxy this vast, that means something. Because meaning isn’t given by others. It’s made by being present — fully, quietly, and alone.

Sometimes, when I’m in the cockpit staring at the scan results of yet another bacterial bloom on a wind-scoured rock, I think back to my mining days.
Over a decade of labor – carving out tons of void opals, platinum, osmium. Hauling them across pirate-ridden systems.
Constant risk, constant wear, constant stress. And what did I make?
Just enough to buy a Corsair and outfit her to an “acceptable” standard.

Now?
With just a little over 100 biological samples – most of them taken from moss, spores and glowing fungi – I’ve racked up 1.5 billion credits in exploration data.
Let me say that again.
One hundred samples.
One-point-five billion.

No pirates. No haulage. No hull damage. No limb broken.
Makes you wonder what this galaxy actually values.
What it rewards.
Slow, hard, honest work? Or the novelty of a wanderer who bothers to poke a stick at an alien mushroom?
Yesterday, I found a Fonticulua that looked like a loosely wound bath sponge – radiant, delicate, almost… ornamental.
Beautiful, really.
According to my ship’s EDI AI, that single organism is worth 95 million credits.
Ninety-five. For one sample.

I mean, sure – I’ll take it. I’d be a fool not to.
But still: why?
It’s just exodata.Not a gemstone you can hold. Not a platinum ingot with mass and weight. Just numbers. Coordinates. Spectral tags. Something to feed into a lab back in the Bubble.

Meanwhile, I hear platinum prices are skyrocketing again – because President Winters needs an economic advantage over Grom. More leverage, more power, more fuel for the political machine. What the hell is this?
Don’t get me wrong – I welcome fair pay.
But this?
Is there no upper limit to greed anymore?
Or have we all just agreed that value is whatever someone is desperate enough to chase?
Well.

Normandy remains extremely reliable.
Those prismatic shields are a dream – they’ve already saved me from more than one stray rock.
Still, I’m starting to worry about the power plant. Since it can’t be repaired, seeing it drop to 95 % condition feels… unsettling.
The hull isn’t pristine anymore either – down to 94 %, and of course, I didn’t bring any repair limpets. Rookie mistake.
I never needed them before. I thought I wouldn’t this time, either.
So now I’m considering whether I should head back toward the Bubble. Maybe re-outfit, reinforce a few systems, then continue my journey from there.
But I’m torn.
The far rim of the galaxy still calls to me – a vast silence, waiting.
Yet with only 44 light-years of jump range, the Corsair isn’t exactly the ship for it.

Until I decide, I’ll keep searching this quadrant for signs of life.
You never know what might be out there – just waiting to be seen.
cu o7
 

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