I should just not have touched Elite tonight. After the death, I had 1000 credits and a significant loan. Finally made back all I had lost from before (only some 50-60,000), I CRASH running some illegal cargo into a station, and now AGAIN I have 1000 credits and double my previous loan!!!
Yikes!!!! I got myself into some deep doodoo.
I feel your pain mate, though I didn't end up in loan territory I DID lose 200k in Battle Weapons to crashing into a station