I wasn't really whining about the game and I'm not asking for anything to be changed. Just commenting on a bad night..
To be honest that's not that bigger loss ...Once upon a time I drink drove a type 9 alt tabbed out at station with throttle still on and stacked destroyed no cargo luckily...ok only stacked one other time so ill learn from it.. later I got interdict and destroyed before my fsd charged with full cargo no shields with palladium on board.....I then proceed to rage quit trading sell the type 9 (loosing another 7 mill) to buy a python and hurt some people. I grieved whilst griefing for an evening or two and went back to trading.
I stopped counting after 15 mill loss...closer to 20
Best you get it out the way early ;-)