Sins the start in elite I found the scale of the universe to be amazing.
Planets , nebula and so on.
But last night something changed : for somereason I counted how many seconds it tooke me to fly over a planet the seize as earth... and then afterwards , a few hours latter I flew over an astroid ring with no intent...
And then it hit me , that astroid ring its bigger than earth by a multiple !
I felt dizzy and sad , are we nothing more than pathetic animals living on a world that is no more important that a spec of dust falling in a pool of water? and ineed we dont matter ,and for some reason after thinking about it for a while I liked that idea , being unimportant made everything make sens.
All the horrors in life , war , death and so on made sens , I allso felt for the first time acceptance towards traumatic events from my chidhood/teenagehood... because I live in a world that is smaller than an astroid ring.
Maybe I am being silly but there you go , elite sort of changed my life...
And I am the sort of person who thinks of space and its sheer scale all the time !
Planets , nebula and so on.
But last night something changed : for somereason I counted how many seconds it tooke me to fly over a planet the seize as earth... and then afterwards , a few hours latter I flew over an astroid ring with no intent...
And then it hit me , that astroid ring its bigger than earth by a multiple !
I felt dizzy and sad , are we nothing more than pathetic animals living on a world that is no more important that a spec of dust falling in a pool of water? and ineed we dont matter ,and for some reason after thinking about it for a while I liked that idea , being unimportant made everything make sens.
All the horrors in life , war , death and so on made sens , I allso felt for the first time acceptance towards traumatic events from my chidhood/teenagehood... because I live in a world that is smaller than an astroid ring.
Maybe I am being silly but there you go , elite sort of changed my life...
And I am the sort of person who thinks of space and its sheer scale all the time !
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