It's at time like these I really appreciate the ED community, thanks for all the messages of support...it does help 
I'm actually quite philosophical about the whole thing, I knew the risks, I made a mistake...end of. I'm not looking for FDev to change the game or refund me for my error....it sucks but it happens.
I'm also keenly aware it's a game and on the scale of human suffering it doesn't even register.
After a few minutes of feeling stupid and a bit sorry for myself I've moved on and it's really not an issue, the credits, the discoveries and data, all of that is slightly meaningless compared to the time sunk into the journey. That's time I could have spent doing something else...it's a sobering thought and I might take my foot off the gas a little with gaming in general for a while. I don't particularly regret the journey however, saw some cool things, went to Sag A.
Now it's time to get on with some of the content in the bubble, engineer my ships, earn some credits etc and I'm looking forward to that.
I'm not sure I'll go exploring again (not to the core anyway) until the new exploration mechanics are launched in Q4 next year and hopefully by then I'll have engineered my ship to give me a bigger jump range and can do it more efficiently and see some of the new features FDev bring to the galaxy.
Cheers guys & gals....see you in the black
I'm actually quite philosophical about the whole thing, I knew the risks, I made a mistake...end of. I'm not looking for FDev to change the game or refund me for my error....it sucks but it happens.
I'm also keenly aware it's a game and on the scale of human suffering it doesn't even register.
After a few minutes of feeling stupid and a bit sorry for myself I've moved on and it's really not an issue, the credits, the discoveries and data, all of that is slightly meaningless compared to the time sunk into the journey. That's time I could have spent doing something else...it's a sobering thought and I might take my foot off the gas a little with gaming in general for a while. I don't particularly regret the journey however, saw some cool things, went to Sag A.
Now it's time to get on with some of the content in the bubble, engineer my ships, earn some credits etc and I'm looking forward to that.
I'm not sure I'll go exploring again (not to the core anyway) until the new exploration mechanics are launched in Q4 next year and hopefully by then I'll have engineered my ship to give me a bigger jump range and can do it more efficiently and see some of the new features FDev bring to the galaxy.
Cheers guys & gals....see you in the black