I think you need to get out more...If I need an adrenaline fix...I climb, I pothole (you'd call it Spelunking in the US) I Dive...
I've never heard of anyone getting an "adrenaline fix" sat behind their desk, beer in one hand snacks in the other
Dear me, @jasonbirder, I'm in danger of calling
'House!' here.
In your earlier posts, many times, in this one thread, you've repeatedly called those whose in-game violence you disapprove of 'idiots', you've gone on to question their age, whether they still live with their mothers and (in essence) their masculinity, now you wrap it up with assertions of your own superior detachment and RL masculine pursuits.
Take a step back from this conversation. Do you see that, just perhaps, what the world is currently seeing of you is not quite how you might wish to be seen...? How, if you were watching someone else doing what I describe, you might wonder whether they were fearful and over-compensating...?
The sad thing is that you started off making reasonable points but became frustrated. OK, it happens to us all sometimes. And I do appreciate that you may have felt being ganged up on.
But fer cryin out loud, take a step back man. In one week nobody will remember who you are or what you said anyway. Just don't make it any worse.