hmm I read a lot of envy here

OP found a purpose, I suppose, a better one than mine anyway. He at least made the news or kinda news. Most of us have not. We are just faceless anonymous flecks being there and not being there. If this is convoluted its because I am not quite sober

Stuff in this game does not make sense if you are sober and thoughtful. So its best not to be. Sober. FD made a game for drunkards, a game for CMDR's living in the now, with nothing to care for tomorrows bright shining unreal light of sanity. Sanity does not exist in Elite. Elite is like a movie put together randomly with no interconnections to tie it together.
Op has tied it together, it makes sense to him. That's cool. For him. For the rest of us there is nothing; ships , credits, reputation, all are just excisting in the NOW of the moment, it does not matter tomorrow or ever.
Cogito ergo sum. Or maybe ergo sum cogito.
People are funny, CMDR's are funny, but imagining a game with a 10 year life span, with the consequences ( Yes just said that ) of Battlefield 4 is laughable at best and completely wrong at worst.
Fd expects us to use more time in creating a Hollo-Me than in caring for who we are in game? Yes they do...Keeping up appearances, you know. I can put on lipstick, but I am still a pig

Many CMDR's in this game has thousands of hours in it, devoted to their character, but why? This is where E D lacks.
I am failing and I am probably not alone, I have my time in it more than 3000 hours, invested in..... nothing? Yes I did get my 150 € worth of game, many times over, and I still rejoice in piloting my Python, Anaconda, FAS or what ever, I still marvel at the vastness of the universe.... But it is not enough.
I guess Op realised these things a long time ago, thumbs up to him, he is more clever than me. He has made his space for himself.
Cheers Cmdr's