This brings up a good point about exploration, like mentioned above. It really is Dangerous! So many things can go wrong, and unlike the other careers, everything you do is at risk. One little slip, one bad jump or just some unluckiness and hard work people have put month into can be gone like that. You have to have balls to want to go out and make credits exploring, or just exploring in general. There comes a point where you break way from the point of no return and all you can do is keep going forward, but each jump is a reminder that you need to find a way back in one piece and the further out you get, sometimes the more impossible it seems. The reward though is amazing, such beautiful sights and vistas. I'm sorry for your loss OP. I've started my journey, hoping it's a very long one as well, and I've already almost screwed myself, thank you to Hell Port in Seagull Nebula for saving me but godspeed on your next journey. Don't stay too long, the black awaits.