First, I have put this thread in OT, because this is where I feel this should be. Second, I have used a [RANT] tag, because that is what I am posting, a rant.
I am posting a rant because I am fed up of a few things going on, and I am going to have to explain it from the beginning. I was going to keep quiet on this, I had even considered actually apologising to one person (as I will explain later) and changing how I am perceiving this whole situation ... until I made the mistake of listening to the fifth writers interview between Drew & Allen.
So, the Elite Kickstarter was underway and many of us were making comments in the comments section. I am sure many of you will remember all the time David and Michael put in answering comments on there, but it didn't start like that. Have we all forgotten John? He was our only contact with Frontier at the start of the Kickstarter, and then he suddenly went quiet. It was only after that, did David and Michael then start commenting, and we even had the farce where they were both using the same account, so we had no idea if we should ask David or ask Michael, they had to end each comment with who they were.
I, like many others, asked many questions. David and Michael were very good, they did their best to answer questions, except I could not help feeling that Michael was deliberately avoiding answering anything I asked, to the point of ignoring me. I appreciate he was busy, but he had no problem answering other questions, yet anything I said, was strangely unanswered.
I pledged to be a writer on the Anthology book. It was me who got in at the start of that and I feel I really helped Chris get motivated and attract others. I had an idea for a story. As the Kickstarter ended, however, I started to lose confidence in my own ability to write the best story I could, this along with Michael's attitude towards me personally did not help when Styggron insulted me on the IRC channel. I decided at that point, I did not want to be part of such nasty, unhelpful community and decided to not write the story I originally committed to, and also to have no involvement with the unofficial party, which was my idea.
Then, once the Kickstarter ended, this forum just exploded with new members, Brett and Ashley had no choice but to make people moderators. Steve O B Have, OK, fair enough, the guy is very sensible and level headed, a good choice. Geraldine, the only reason I can see she was made moderator was because she "kept the faith", she wasn't the only one, btw Ashley. Then Styggron, and I could not believe what I saw. This guy stated through the whole Kickstarter he would have NOTHING to do with the community once the Kickstarter ended. He was so insistant on that, he even pushed Michael to state that the game would be playable as an offline single player game so that Styggron could still play. He also stated, in no uncertain terms, he would never play online multiplayer. He insulted me to the point where I decided to leave the community I had been a member of for four years when 25,000 other people ignored us. And this guy is a moderator on this forum? I find that very insulting. Am I moaning about the moderators because I want to be a moderator? No, I am admin of my own small forum, and I know better than some how much work is involved, so I understand what it takes to be a moderator on any forum. I also understand what makes a good moderator and what makes a bad one. I know what I am talking about.
But, OK ... I tried to let all that go. I tried to keep quiet, because saying all this just causes trouble, and I don't want to rock the boat, but I don't like who I am sailing with. I even considered that it was I who had this all wrong and I was seriously considering PM'ing Michael to apologise, and maybe I am wrong about Michael, and if so I publicly apologise to him here and now.
Now we have two forums that only a select few have access to, the DDF and the Writers forum. I don't like the the idea that you have privileged staus simply because you have more money than someone else, ironically, that's elitism. It's not fair, it's like saying my opinion doesn't matter, then I wave £300 in your face and my opinion suddenly matters. I had my opportunity with the writer's forum, and I turned it down, so I can't complain about that. The problem I have with the writer's forum is they keep going "we know something you don't know". I am fed up with it. If you have access to information you can't tell us, then don't keep pointing out you have access to the information, it is VERY insulting.
The only person I feel I owe any apology to is Michael Brookes, and I will again apologise for my attitude towards him. To anyone else ... well, you don't want me to finish that.
Alien
I am posting a rant because I am fed up of a few things going on, and I am going to have to explain it from the beginning. I was going to keep quiet on this, I had even considered actually apologising to one person (as I will explain later) and changing how I am perceiving this whole situation ... until I made the mistake of listening to the fifth writers interview between Drew & Allen.
So, the Elite Kickstarter was underway and many of us were making comments in the comments section. I am sure many of you will remember all the time David and Michael put in answering comments on there, but it didn't start like that. Have we all forgotten John? He was our only contact with Frontier at the start of the Kickstarter, and then he suddenly went quiet. It was only after that, did David and Michael then start commenting, and we even had the farce where they were both using the same account, so we had no idea if we should ask David or ask Michael, they had to end each comment with who they were.
I, like many others, asked many questions. David and Michael were very good, they did their best to answer questions, except I could not help feeling that Michael was deliberately avoiding answering anything I asked, to the point of ignoring me. I appreciate he was busy, but he had no problem answering other questions, yet anything I said, was strangely unanswered.
I pledged to be a writer on the Anthology book. It was me who got in at the start of that and I feel I really helped Chris get motivated and attract others. I had an idea for a story. As the Kickstarter ended, however, I started to lose confidence in my own ability to write the best story I could, this along with Michael's attitude towards me personally did not help when Styggron insulted me on the IRC channel. I decided at that point, I did not want to be part of such nasty, unhelpful community and decided to not write the story I originally committed to, and also to have no involvement with the unofficial party, which was my idea.
Then, once the Kickstarter ended, this forum just exploded with new members, Brett and Ashley had no choice but to make people moderators. Steve O B Have, OK, fair enough, the guy is very sensible and level headed, a good choice. Geraldine, the only reason I can see she was made moderator was because she "kept the faith", she wasn't the only one, btw Ashley. Then Styggron, and I could not believe what I saw. This guy stated through the whole Kickstarter he would have NOTHING to do with the community once the Kickstarter ended. He was so insistant on that, he even pushed Michael to state that the game would be playable as an offline single player game so that Styggron could still play. He also stated, in no uncertain terms, he would never play online multiplayer. He insulted me to the point where I decided to leave the community I had been a member of for four years when 25,000 other people ignored us. And this guy is a moderator on this forum? I find that very insulting. Am I moaning about the moderators because I want to be a moderator? No, I am admin of my own small forum, and I know better than some how much work is involved, so I understand what it takes to be a moderator on any forum. I also understand what makes a good moderator and what makes a bad one. I know what I am talking about.
But, OK ... I tried to let all that go. I tried to keep quiet, because saying all this just causes trouble, and I don't want to rock the boat, but I don't like who I am sailing with. I even considered that it was I who had this all wrong and I was seriously considering PM'ing Michael to apologise, and maybe I am wrong about Michael, and if so I publicly apologise to him here and now.
Now we have two forums that only a select few have access to, the DDF and the Writers forum. I don't like the the idea that you have privileged staus simply because you have more money than someone else, ironically, that's elitism. It's not fair, it's like saying my opinion doesn't matter, then I wave £300 in your face and my opinion suddenly matters. I had my opportunity with the writer's forum, and I turned it down, so I can't complain about that. The problem I have with the writer's forum is they keep going "we know something you don't know". I am fed up with it. If you have access to information you can't tell us, then don't keep pointing out you have access to the information, it is VERY insulting.
The only person I feel I owe any apology to is Michael Brookes, and I will again apologise for my attitude towards him. To anyone else ... well, you don't want me to finish that.
Alien