This is a videogame... do you usually get this upset over a videogame? Or is it just that you care about this one so much? In any case, can I gently ask you to keep your perspective? That's a hell of a thing to lay on the developers and it sounds like you're exaggerating or that you need to take a step back and have a deep breath. "physically ill", "worked through this", "hurt in such a personal and intimate way"... do you really think it's fair to compare your disappointment with Powerplay to receiving emotional abuse?