I can just enjoy pvp, when it has another purpose to it than just combat for the sake of combat - I see nothing worth fighting for in ED, absolutely nothing. In my pvp times in EVE we had "our" wormhole system, which our corporation defended against any intruders. This system was our livelihood and source of income in an absolutely lawless area of the game. With different neighboring systems every day it was quite interesting to make a living there - and it was fun, but it had a purpose, it was not just combat for the sake of combat. It was a survival situation, we chose to live there and everyone coming into our system was a potential spy and intruder and had to be eliminated - simple as that.
Nowadays I have neither the time nor would I enjoy playing like this again - those were my student years, where I had the time and as well the aggression level for pvp. My life is balanced now, I just don't have the aggression required for pvp anymore - an no desire to harm others - but I don't want to be threatened or harmed by others as well.
Edit: for those, asking about why writing about it ... well, maybe to make you understand, that it isn't cowardice, leading to not wanting to be a part of pvp, but that other circumstances like progressing in life to a different state, just took the aggression away, which is required to even want to fight others. Once one's life is balanced and running well, this aggression is gone - and without it, pvp is not fun at all.
Nowadays I have neither the time nor would I enjoy playing like this again - those were my student years, where I had the time and as well the aggression level for pvp. My life is balanced now, I just don't have the aggression required for pvp anymore - an no desire to harm others - but I don't want to be threatened or harmed by others as well.
Edit: for those, asking about why writing about it ... well, maybe to make you understand, that it isn't cowardice, leading to not wanting to be a part of pvp, but that other circumstances like progressing in life to a different state, just took the aggression away, which is required to even want to fight others. Once one's life is balanced and running well, this aggression is gone - and without it, pvp is not fun at all.
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