I wrote this on Reddit and I think it belongs here as well, reading the post above mine and others. I'd like to talk about my context and point of view on a matter apparently this trivial (not for me). Apologies if it's 3 minutes of your life that I wasted.
I don't know if anyone of you does that, but try watching the September Launch livestream, knowing what happened afterwards and what we're dealing with.
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dErAUTcG0cY
I wonder what FD itself would think when watching this AFTER what happened.
Keeping a positive attitude!
My life is at a bit of a train wreck: the work I studied for has collapsed and I started to look for other jobs..In the past months I’ve sent I don’t know how many CVs and applied to so many jobs, without any result. I’ve started to look for jobs that are way below my specialization and studies but I am ok with that, in full respect, because work is work.
I looked at myself in the mirror many times thinking I can’t be selfish and spoiled and it’s time I go get a regular job, even if this means dealing with the sense of failure towards my goals, as a kid and as a young adult.
Now, I would even start doing something for free if I was sure it had a career path of some sort: show my dedication, my skill set etc..
When I see something like what happened to this September Update, and how things are being dealt by FDev, how many bugs they reintroduced, how poor the QA is etc... and I think about me and other people who could actually be doing something good to something they love, even if “it’s just a video game” (a style of sentences that I don’t like, at all), I am at a loss. In a way it offends me and it just drives my morale even lower than it is already now.
Yes, it’s just an update, it’s just some bugs, but maybe I am cursed enough to see beyond that, because of how sensitive I was made in this world of 2019 and its policies on employment, the social delusion etc.
In a way I hope what I am gonna write is not shared by others, because the real-life situation I am in is kinda painful at the moment (and it’s partly my fault).
However I do know some people will sympathize and to those people I send my good vibes and support.
Sorry for what could seem like an out-of-topic, I wish it felt like that to me.
o7 anyway, I’ll have your back no matter the dangers ahead, fellow commanders, because I know you would do the same.
I looked at myself in the mirror many times thinking I can’t be selfish and spoiled and it’s time I go get a regular job, even if this means dealing with the sense of failure towards my goals, as a kid and as a young adult.
Now, I would even start doing something for free if I was sure it had a career path of some sort: show my dedication, my skill set etc..
When I see something like what happened to this September Update, and how things are being dealt by FDev, how many bugs they reintroduced, how poor the QA is etc... and I think about me and other people who could actually be doing something good to something they love, even if “it’s just a video game” (a style of sentences that I don’t like, at all), I am at a loss. In a way it offends me and it just drives my morale even lower than it is already now.
Yes, it’s just an update, it’s just some bugs, but maybe I am cursed enough to see beyond that, because of how sensitive I was made in this world of 2019 and its policies on employment, the social delusion etc.
In a way I hope what I am gonna write is not shared by others, because the real-life situation I am in is kinda painful at the moment (and it’s partly my fault).
However I do know some people will sympathize and to those people I send my good vibes and support.
Sorry for what could seem like an out-of-topic, I wish it felt like that to me.
o7 anyway, I’ll have your back no matter the dangers ahead, fellow commanders, because I know you would do the same.
I don't know if anyone of you does that, but try watching the September Launch livestream, knowing what happened afterwards and what we're dealing with.
I wonder what FD itself would think when watching this AFTER what happened.
Keeping a positive attitude!
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