I stopped using Joysticks because of tediously long and frustrating hours trying to make them work.
To be fair, I've seen keyboard-mouse flying that makes me realise I am likely to remain forever a poor cousin, even with HOTAS setup. I've watched flight-assist off flying from a KB+Mouse driver, using fixed weapons, and they are a goddamned surgeon. I can't even fathom how the hell they even do, what they do, it's insane. They just match velocity like it's no big deal (despite the other ship moving around like it's just downed it's 12th coffee for the day) and lock on and just - it's actually humbling to see what a good pilot can do.
I want to believe I am okay; but i'm not. I'm a bit ordinary. But that's
okay because
that is something I can focus on; i have a bunch of credits and ships, but they're a bit meaningless if I can't really use them to best possible. Simply learning to go to FA-Off has been a crazy fun journey. We all have the capacity to learn, even idiots like myself.
There's nothing really financially valuable in that. But it is my challenge.
I suck. I want to suck less. But I'm not going to blame KB+M drivers, or my equipment. That's on me using what I have, to the best possible. It's up to me to fix that. I can get salty and upset because of other people. Or I can try and be that insane fa-off pilot who makes an exocet missile look like a lost, alzheimic patient. I can only try. Because I know even though that gorram surgeon is insane now, they once sucked (probably less so) too.
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Here's the thing; it's what people get good at. Talent is talent; the tools used are simply an extension of that. It's not the tool, but the person (fool) using the tool. Always has been. Maybe that's something to consider? Do all the toy's matter? Or does improving make that mean more? I guess only you can answer that. I wish you well. o7