No no I don't AT all, I think my bones and heart are very much baked enough by now, I just value all of your wellbeings way too much to see you all go to such massive length to write out things about a company, how it should be run, who should change it to how you suggest, who does what and when and how - when actually it...it just can't be that way.
I certainly don't make demands of how anyone should run their company or their lives or anything ESPECIALLY if I have no actual solid idea of why it is the way it is. I need my energy for more effective purposes...
Like I SEE very awesome people like you with a huge passion for the game with this energy now and I just...wanna see if I can help you use it in a place which will ACTUALLY be useful to you! It's your energy! Your energy is precious!
SADLY though I can't refund you in principles (sometimes I REALLY wish that could be done). I can only work with the team to win back trust, keep pushing on, make things good for the people who are passionate.
We have not deliberately done any of what you're very upset about to spite you - not at all - please believe that. We only want to now make good.
I can't control anything else so I'm not going to even try. Again, I need that kind of energy used on where it actually counts.
Look, again, I SERIOUSLY do not begrudge anyone for being upset. People can of course offload, we will listen - some things we can't do a darn thing on but we will try. Heck, anything we CAN...you can betcha we'll have our shoulder behind!
No worries at all. I hope this helps even a TINY bit. It's not something I can do...like have a bug fixed...BUT here as a human with just a bit of...well....my silly side thoughts anyway.
Take it wasy o7
Thanks for the response Sally, I don't want to come across that I'm angry or unwell etc. (if my posts come across like that... oops... procrastination combined with the passion you mention for the game does that sometimes).
But also as a result of exasperation and bewilderment that so many seemingly random issues keep getting introduced, to the extent that I'd almost pay good money to be a fly on the wall at FDev Towers during design/implementation meetings just simply to understand how it happened. Just out of curiousity and fascination over how decisions are arrived at, not because I think I can do it better etc.
But since Frontier doesn't share the "why", good or bad, with us (and realistically I can understand why they don't) I keep scratching my head with increasing ferocity and get more frustrated that things go into the wrong direction, after 7 large patches, when this time could've been spent on expanding the game, its scope, its mechanics, instead of fixing stuff, un-fixing stuff again, and so on. It's really weird to see from an outsider's point how this keeps happening (I have some rough ideas just based from my own experience in project management over the past years, but it's pure speculation and again I'm not going to go into this as a result of that).
Anyways, I just want to let you know that I appreciate the effort you put into this, fair play to you and I hope you don't burn out. And because of this it's probably best to leave it at this, I don't want to waste your time any further with these musings while there are so many fires burning at (your) work.
Take it wasy yourself o7