You know, in the
old days, when this "internet" thingy still was just some silly place for nerds and other morons, I had played a cool cyberpunk MUD (= Multi User Dungeon, something that was pretty much text based and was running on a server of a university
nearby) and was posting in the
usenet and was using
MiRC for chat. This MUD had been played by around 50 people max at the same time - and boy, was this a cool place to be at that time. Imagine that - lots of crazy nerds at one place, all of them pretty full of crap and egos beyond of that what "ego" means today. And about those chat channels ... I just don't start to tell you about it.
But then came AOL, then the "big boom", then Facebook, than the iPhone, then CoD, then ... it all went to hell. The internet had become a common place for brainless trolls, cry babies, superficial relationships and suckers. And a few people who are (still)
really cool. (I'm one of the brainless trolls, that's for sure). I'm happy every time for every cool guy/gal that appears, I want to hug him/her, offer him/her a beer and to pat him/her. They're still there and they give me hope.
Yes, I know that a few of you guys were already there
before me. And I treated you like
legends back then. I did, and I did it with conviction. Giants, I say, and I was standing on your shoulders. These were the times when being a SYS-OP
still really meant something.
So ... what has this melancholic whiny crap to do with ED today? I don't know, I just like the idea that it's being played by people who care, who are fine persons with ideas, who have some social skills, who don't try to look cool by posting some incredible stupid bullcrap you can read on a gazillion other sites too. Under
10.000 players? So be it! But I think FD has some numbers that are more precise and I don't know, I think they're having a great time as long they can pay the bills. I try to be part of it for some unknown reason or because of a permanent brain damage. Life is so difficult sometimes.