I actually do want to play it.
I posted many times about the things that I like about Star Citizen and what I (try to) enjoy about it.
The constant server wipes however mean that it is a complete waste of time for me personally to play it, so I don't. I check it out every few months, I come across the same buggy mess in the same old system that never changes. I realise that I have to re-grind literally everything again with my good old Cutlass Black... and I give up just at the thought of it.
It's been 11 years. 11 years of wiping my progress. 11 years of broken promises. 11 years of alpha
It is absolutely ridiculous!
I don't even want to start talking about Squadron 42, as that's another can of worms.