i'm not a MMO player, but that wouldn't mean i'm out if E4 became one.
you see, choices are extremely different when it comes to that.
i guess, folks, you have to take this as a real opportunity.
well, if i think what i have dreamed of before i ever knew there was a elite at all
it was MMO (completely out of range of possibilities then, but i said, dreamed of)
how did it came to this dream?
ok, i was roundabout 16 then, owning my "crappy" inty, and i loved any space related game.
but something i also liked much was games that you can play with a friend (or more), a reason why sports games and strategy was allways on the list to.
further i had a book, in which was lined up what we have to expect from future (back in mid 80's), web and MMO games, all was roughly drawed then allready or to imagine at least.
the rest was dreaming...
god, i wished people (family, friends or foes?) would have encouraged me then instead of telling me that i'm to late (lol, now) or wouldn't have the right graduation (maths wasn't my best, but it took me years to find out that to understand math and 1x1 is not the same. i can freely say now, all of my classmates beeing considered as good in math because of 1x1, wouldn't understand half of what i'm now, or what i'm able to. school is .....(any rude expression) in some sort when it comes to that).
i know i should have be more convinced about my strengths, hey i could fascinate my teacher with my explanations to physics, he could stand there for a hour listening and not interrupting my once. but there was allways this... "if you don't get better in 1x1 then..." stupid in my opinion.
you have to know, where i grew up sports and 1x1 was the most important (and it's stupidly still), if you was good in both you could have anything, if not...
in other words, a stupid functioning robot has much more chances rather a constructive minded one.
we have alot of wonderful toys today, but somewhat still live in stoneage, mainly because of such.
people here run after sombody that can earn a lot of money only because of the fact that he earns a lot...
isn't that stupid? does that mean someones a good leader because he's able to make a lot of money?
kids blowing up themselfes in front of me, "you will never get far because i'm swiss (having this and that name) and you're not". first i was getting allways very angry, later i just resignate.
ha, i would like to see one of them, writing such in english, never have been teached one word in school!