I arrived in the Witch Head two hours after I got off work this morning. My goal: to be a can of Raid; to destroy the Bugs. I kill Scouts effortlessly. I have not defeated a Cyclops yet, but I am confident in my skills.
But after Jumping the Bonaventure into the Witch Head well...
I like AX combat. It is one of the best parts of ED. I have not claimed an Interceptor yet, but I will, in the future. Since the CG was announced, I was jazzed - THIS is my chance! THIS is my chance to REALLY take it to the 'goids!
And so I prepared to do exactly that.
But...
As Xeno's Paradox left my Carrier, as we departed to go KILL well...
Actually, I dunno. When it came right down to that exact moment, I found I wasn't really into it. I have NO sympathy, feeling or interest in the Bugs; I WOULD like to one day place my name in the rolls of the AXI Squadron.
Hell - let's be honest. I really want to fly beside Commander Byrne as wingmate and student. I lust to learn from the best and Kate IS the best.
But...well...
For the past few months, my personal mission has been to fly the borders of the PFZ. Outfitted for PvP; Xeno's Paradox has patrolled the borders of the Pilot's Federation Shallow End searching for new players on their Out Mission; offering protection, help and advice.
So today I scrambled from my Carrier, happy to take the fight to the 'Goids. I dropped in and scanned the Nav, then aimed for the nearest Level-5...and pulled up.
Because while I DO enjoy AX combat, right now it's not what I want to do. Fighting gives me great pleasure. But what I LOVE is helping, answering questions, encouraging and supporting. Giving new players the meagre advice I can give from my own experience.
So I retracted my weapons, returned to the Bonaventure and set it to a destination right outside the PFZ.
You guys go kill the Hypercaffienated Space Crickets. It'll be my turn soon enough.
Just right now, some newcomer is confused and uncertain.
That is where my duty lies.