Sorry for you I really am...it sounds like your gameplay has devolved, not evolved...you got on, crushed all the systems in the game to amass undeniable wealth and ships, while missing the forest for the trees. The game isn't about that, in my view. But there's been enough talking past one another on this point to realize that there are simply clear difference in what gamers want. I want an experience I can inhabit and be in awe of, not a game to finish or win. There are lots of people like you, and lots like me. We won't agree, I don't think, but that's why lots of different games are made. Good luck in finding (or supporting/launching/backing) the game you seek. I've found mine!
I felt the exact same way about three weeks ago, and I said the same thing, surprisingly close to verbatim, to my friends who left. I don't feel I missed the forest for the trees. I saw the forest, I saw the trees. Then I finally realized I'm just standing in a parking lot and that the trees are all fake plastic. I truly hope you never feel this way, but I can only kill "Wonda Bra" so many times before I realize that she isn't a persistent NPC, but instead just another copy of another pirate that feed mindlessly in as I murder away purposelessly and effortlessly. This experience you inhabit and are in awe of...I was too. Then I was less in awe, and less and less...
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I really want the game to be as awe inspiring to me, like it was and as it is to you, but I guess I'm too devolved to find awe in the exact same static, shallow, obviously fabricated experience day after day. I don't want to finish or win either, but I do want something substantial and worth undocking for. Once you realize there's no reason to undock, you've finished whether you like it or not, and there's no reason to log in. That's what we're all discussing here. Not that we rushed through the game, but that there's not much to the game really to begin with.